As I mentioned in a previous post, I will not feed the narrative that has been planned between me and a friend by establishing a fiduciary relationship with him. Don’t blame me; blame the people who want to use him just to embarrass me. It’s a plan by worldly people to try to make me and my Christian beliefs the central story here. Here I am as a Christian who messed up horribly and became a reproach to the faith I profess, while my friend who is not a Christian seems to have reformed himself without the need for Jesus. In other words, they plan to contrast me against him. They want to be able to say that I started out trying to be the good guy but ended up the bad guy, while he started out very notorious but managed to earn a decent reputation within his circle–something he already brags about often. This will not only embarrass me and turn me into an object of scorn to my friend, but it’s the ultimate slap in the face, using my friend against me. Not only that, but it will leave him even further puffed up with self-righteousness. He is going to get plenty of money from this already, and it will probably lead to his destruction, but never mind that as long as they can use him against me. They can tell this story all they want, but I will not help them. In fact, they’ve been grooming us for 20 years to become adversaries for this very moment. It was liberals who came up with this way back when I was in law school. If they, the enemies of God, weren’t trying to use my friend to shame me, I might have helped him with tons more money, but instead they’ve been trying to turn him into the kind of prick that I really dislike, and the money and glory he’ll get will just embolden him to try to trash me even more. You, who planned out this evil scheme, have done this. I’m not going to help destroy the guy just to satisfy your insatiable appetite to shame me.