The Way I Am Now
I’m sort of tired of answering my critics. I don’t know why people think the worst about everything and jump to conclusions. So I have lots of things to say to my critics but I won’t say too much here. I could write about this for days, but then I would have to focus on myself even more. That’s the thing about criticism it causes you look inward too much when we just need to look upward. Sometimes I feel like I must answer when I’m being accused, but I’m trying too hard, I simply don’t care anymore, and why should I anyway? It just reminds me that the devil is an accuser and he uses people to achieve his ends. Someone said I’m making excuses for “the way I am now”. Why would I do that? I love who I am now despite my reputation. You may not like the “way I am now”, but I like it. I have some weaknesses and flaws, but in general I don’t think there is anything wrong with “the way I am now”. I think I’m doing quite alright given the circumstances.