I don’t go to church anymore. I’m not going to make excuses, I simply don’t want to go. I don’t want to go to church when they single me out. They want me to jump through hoops for them just so that they can win some money. And if I don’t, they have no use for me. If I don’t do what they want me to do, it’s instant judgement, but if I cooperate with them I’m an angel. Is that the way it works, because from where I’m standing it appears to be the case. I’m just a dollar sign for these people. I get it, they want money so they can spread the gospel, but at some point it turns into greed.

I know I’m only thinking of myself here, but who really wants to go to church when its just more trauma. All of the hurt I’ve experienced over the past 20 years happened in church and it all has to do with this stupid lawsuit. All the churches I go to seem to chase me away when I’m not cooperative. When I go to church I want to worship God, but they keep putting so much attention on me. I’m not trying to make it about me, but they keeping making it about me. And yes I’m hiding in darkness because I don’t want to come near the light because of my sins. But I don’t see church as being a safe place where I can go to talk about these things. I feel safer talking to someone off the street. I don’t know, I’m kidding myself, I may never go back to church, I guess I’m in open rebellion as an agent of Satan.

I don’t really give a shit about you people, and all the churches in the Las Vegas valley can kiss my ass.

Fuck you Vance Pittman

Fuck you Canyon Ridge Church

Fuck you, The Crossing

Fuck you, Grace Presbyterian

Fuck you Andrew Reed

Fuck you Shadow Hills

Fuck you Jim Crews

Fuck you Jud Wilhite

Fuck you Brad Linkins

Am I missing anyone?