{"id":6555,"date":"2026-09-20T07:23:05","date_gmt":"2026-09-20T07:23:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/vanjordan.com\/?p=6555"},"modified":"2026-09-20T07:28:57","modified_gmt":"2026-09-20T07:28:57","slug":"im-just-asking-to-be-persecuted","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/vanjordan.com\/?p=6555","title":{"rendered":"Midnight Ramblings: I&#8217;m Just Asking To Be Persecuted"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I  may be stupid after all. I invite persecution upon myself for trying to help people. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I expect persecution to come from everywhere, including from some very influential and powerful people. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I may just get persecuted by the 4 amigos too. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;m not sure how I&#8217;ll be able to avoid hating the whole world by the time this thing is over. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It took me around 15 years to heal from the last incident, and this one is going to be much worse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My mind needs to be renewed because these thoughts are consuming me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I may be stupid after all. I invite persecution upon myself for trying to help people. I expect persecution to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6557,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6555","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/vanjordan.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/watermarked_img_825643318556843160.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/vanjordan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6555","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/vanjordan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/vanjordan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vanjordan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vanjordan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6555"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/vanjordan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6555\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6558,"href":"https:\/\/vanjordan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6555\/revisions\/6558"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vanjordan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6557"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/vanjordan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6555"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vanjordan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6555"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vanjordan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6555"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}